<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[if not, Paris: film & song]]></title><description><![CDATA[improvisations in piano & dialogue]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/s/music</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!_Qx6!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5f66d6c1-e48a-49bb-ac4d-f81ec8b53c4e_1280x1280.png</url><title>if not, Paris: film &amp; song</title><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/s/music</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Sun, 19 Apr 2026 10:44:51 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[ifnotparis@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[ifnotparis@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[ifnotparis@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[ifnotparis@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[Sunday Story Time: Slim and The Beast]]></title><description><![CDATA[Chapters 1 + 2]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sunday-story-time-slim-and-the-beast</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sunday-story-time-slim-and-the-beast</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 30 Oct 2025 18:51:24 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/176727322/826048bb68a0e50f2669919ec90fb982.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>See y&#8217;all on Sunday.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://ifnotparis.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Thank you to the 90 paying subscribers who make this work possible. </p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[on & on & on]]></title><description><![CDATA[a new home, new music & new melodies in Paris]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/on-and-on-and-on</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/on-and-on-and-on</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 19 May 2025 09:27:56 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/163902912/645272dcf3e4f8e549313d2c6359abca.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>Last night, <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;John Baxter&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:64136880,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://bucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/8e712f96-c817-40bc-880d-ea1bf4e78d9d_2174x2072.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;810b75d4-32a2-45c0-a4dc-ee94dfd7ddd8&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> and I sat down over a gin &amp; tonic to wax &amp; wane poetic about nostalgia. If you don&#8217;t know what <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/s/pariswriterssalon">The Paris Writers&#8217; Salon</a> is yet, well by god, here&#8217;s your chance. It&#8217;s quite simple, really: we sit down over a libation &amp; chat about life, literature &amp; all the rest of it.<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a></em></p><div><hr></div><p>Birds are swooping outside my window as they sing towards the verdant canopy. I&#8217;m sitting in <s>my</s> our new apartment on the 6th floor of a Parisian building, overlooking the P&#232;re Lachaise cemetery. I can wave to Gertrude Stein. She&#8217;s somewhere back there, there, insisting that there&#8217;s no such thing as repetition, only insistence, and though I&#8217;ve only been properly moved into my new apartment for a few weeks, it&#8217;s already the homiest home I&#8217;ve ever known.</p><p>I moved to Paris in 2008 as a student and never truly left. The first apartment I lived in was 9m2 (96 square feet for United Statesians), and I have incrementally increased my leg-stretching space ever since. </p><p>It&#8217;s a tale as old as Parisian time: a novelist trying to find their way out of existential obscurity in the City of Light, working English teaching jobs, <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/3-la-cagnotte?utm_source=publication-search">drinking heavily</a>, <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/a-festivus-for-the-rest-of-us?utm_source=publication-search">publishing a first novel</a> only to become a glorified receptionist for four years (to this day, they haven&#8217;t a single interesting thing to say about stocks or wearing ties), struggling to finish their second novel while <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/the-sizzle-and-the-steak-teaching?utm_source=publication-search">teaching at the Sorbonne</a>, finally finishing the damn thing and <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/kingdom-anywhere?utm_source=publication-search">publishing it</a>, and so on and so forth, until here they are, back at it again in a new Parisian apartment, the eighth Parisian home in 15 years, by their count, in what they suspect will be the most inspiring home they&#8217;ve ever known.</p><div class="pullquote"><p>&#8220;A <s>woman</s> human must have money and a room of <s>her</s> their own if <s>she is</s> they are to write fiction.&#8221; Virginia Woolf </p></div><h4>For the first time in my adult life, </h4><p>I wake up with sunrise, and I cannot tell you what it means to wake up with the warmth of sunshine on my torso, but I can tell you I might just become a morning person.</p><h4>Perhaps more importantly, for the first time in my <s>adult</s> Parisian life (17 years), </h4><p>I have a room of my own.</p><p>For the first time in my Parisian life, I don&#8217;t have to find a caf&#233; which <s>influencers</s> egomaniacs haven&#8217;t destroyed / find a corner of a large table in a public library. The walls are thick, too, which means I can compose music without headphones, can sing without limiting my voice, and can open the windows when the creative energies get too sweaty.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Ybo6!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa0f19d1b-e6e1-4b70-8386-2d31c09c27db_4032x3024.heic" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Ybo6!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa0f19d1b-e6e1-4b70-8386-2d31c09c27db_4032x3024.heic 424w, 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data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>&#8217;s photography desk, <a href="https://augustasagnelli.substack.com/p/pieces-of-places">from which she conjures magic</a>, and while it&#8217;s a great fortune, joy, and inspiration to share one&#8217;s home with a fellow artist, after sharing a 29m2 studio for four years on <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/paris-sketch-1?utm_source=publication-search">one of the liveliest streets in the city</a>, I cannot tell you how much it makes a difference, <em>immediately, </em>for both of us to be able to close the <s>proverbial</s> literal door and work on whatever we deem fit.</p><h4>Lo and behold, having a physical space dedicated to creativity engenders creativity &#8230; who knew!</h4><p>In the first two weeks of life here in my favorite part of the city (the 11th/20th), I finished one song that had been dogging me for years and wrote two new songs (one co-written with Augusta) that will become part of a full-length solo album once I find the right producer/recording studio for that adventure (those of you who dig me and my <a href="https://artbyalb.substack.com/">twin brother&#8217;s </a>band, <a href="https://www.instagram.com/slimandthebeast/">Slim and The Beast</a>, will be happy to know we&#8217;ll be playing at <a href="https://www.rockbottles.fr/">Rock Bottles</a> (18&#232;me) on Thursday, May 22 circa 8:30pm for a night of harmonies and harmonicas). </p><p>And so all this to say, I&#8217;m back home, and it feels good, and I&#8217;ll be sharing a lot more music in the next months and short fiction, too, because I can now get back to working on the most important project, a new novel (here are <a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/203483821-the-requisitions">a lot of reviews of my latest novel, </a><em><a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/203483821-the-requisitions">The Requisitions</a></em>), but speaking about writing a new novel is an exceedingly dangerous act and I shan&#8217;t give the Muses any reason to send their messages to those novelists writing diligently without hope, despair, or fanfare. </p><p><em>PS</em></p><p><em>Major thanks to the Dublin-based <a href="https://themurdercapital.com/">The Murder Capital, a post-punk band</a>, for <s>inspiring the above video </s>reminding me what it means to stand for something&#8212;to stand for anything&#8212;by expressing their soul on the stage in unapologetic and radically authentic fashion.</em></p><p><em>Finally, in honor of vulnerability (once you&#8217;ve put on headphones and listened to the above video), last week I performed 3 never-before-performed songs in the cellar of the only bar in Paris I&#8217;ve ever called home (I know better than to tell you where it is), and it was quite cathartic not to be precious about such personal tunes (I can neither confirm nor deny that I got choked up rehearsing each of them countless times). Here&#8217;s to leaning into vulnerability. One of these days I&#8217;ll share the full version + the story of &#8220;Drifting Away.&#8221;</em></p><div class="native-video-embed" data-component-name="VideoPlaceholder" data-attrs="{&quot;mediaUploadId&quot;:&quot;6b89ddb5-7107-4810-a7b3-15bc35df82cf&quot;,&quot;duration&quot;:null}"></div><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/on-and-on-and-on/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/on-and-on-and-on/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-1" href="#footnote-anchor-1" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">1</a><div class="footnote-content"><div class="digest-post-embed" data-attrs="{&quot;nodeId&quot;:&quot;1a7185d5-07db-476a-977e-354daa80b182&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;Think of the above video as an ode to the unfinished nature of everything. It is a rough draft. It shan&#8217;t be completed. The theme song is mine but I wish I&#8217;d recorded a different, cleaner version. 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url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!-PWY!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fabaeef77-20d0-4912-a369-2b3c419b2236_4032x3024.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<pre><code><em>A humble request: <strong>if you enjoy the audio recordings of my writing (background piano incl.), would you be so kind as to click on the little red heart/tell me via a comment on Substack?</strong> It&#8217;s silly, I know, but knowing how many of you are listening helps me gauge if spending time recording is worthwhile.</em></code></pre><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!-PWY!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fabaeef77-20d0-4912-a369-2b3c419b2236_4032x3024.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA["White Lines"]]></title><description><![CDATA[Drugs & Rock n' Roll: An Old Highway Song for a New, Raucous Year]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/white-lines</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/white-lines</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 30 Dec 2024 14:40:06 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/153775144/5c1f618fe747ab26bc893bd0170b8196.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><em>The song &#8220;White Lines&#8221; (2015) by <a href="https://www.youtube.com/@SlimTheBeast">Slim &amp; the Beast</a> doesn&#8217;t exist on any streaming platforms, which means in at least one way I can call this a <strong>Substack Exclusive</strong> (full lyrics + a Sofar Sounds video (2018) down below). Shout out to my twinbo <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Aaron Lopez Barrantes&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:98942095,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4aaedbe0-20a6-4bf5-a564-af559c7c036c_1712x2500.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;a784a82f-5f39-46fa-97e4-f996008afe86&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> for the killer slide guitar and Aurelien Amzallag for an insane guitar solo.</em></p><p>1</p><p>I was having drinks with <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Augusta Sagnelli&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:35201298,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4caa7c03-f9e8-48bb-9a28-ac16ff736845_4500x3003.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;1cfe4062-0eac-4ffb-8072-ffc39c828729&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> and a few Texan friends the other night in as close to a legitimate speakeasy one can find in 2024. The bar specializes in whiskeys from all over the world and is only accessible via the utility closet of one of the best Neapolitan pizzerias in the city. But like the restaurant&#8217;s name, and like most of the best places in Paris, the details would belie the true value of a speakeasy in the first place.<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a></p><p>Over an elegant glass of Irish whiskey (Green Spot, I recommend it) my friends and I were chatting about our past <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/the-cotswolds?utm_source=publication-search">experiences with psychedelics</a>, when (let&#8217;s call her Sally) mentioned the first time she ever tried mushrooms. At a high school party Sally was offered what she thought was an imperceptible dose of mushroom chocolates, only to find the road suddenly split in two during her drive home. </p><p>Sally had never taken mushrooms before and, being a teenager, had no idea that mushrooms, specifically, can take an hour or two to take effect (especially after a big meal). Terrified as she was, she distinctly remembered not losing her shit on the highway but rather focusing on staying in the right lane, trusting that yes, the right lane was real, thus focusing on the reality of the white line on the shoulder that led her safely back home.</p><p>2</p><div class="pullquote"><p>&#8220;One does not discover new lands without consenting to lose sight of the shore for a very long time.&#8221; Andr&#233; Gide, French Nobel Prize Winner</p></div><p>Sally&#8217;s story brought back to me, &#8220;White Lines,&#8221; a blues/road song that I wrote almost a decade ago with my former band, Slim and The Beast. We&#8217;re all adults here and this is the Internet, which means while I hope you, dear reader, understand that I&#8217;m not condoning operating speeding masses of metal under the influence of psychedelics, I&#8217;ll say it anyway&#8212;don&#8217;t drive on psychedelics&#8212;but the point here isn&#8217;t about how we all do dumb things as <s>teenagers</s> humans, but rather how in doing dumb things we often learn important lessons, i.e. to remember trusting <s>the white line</s> the journey during moments of <s>reckless abandon</s> personal growth.</p><p>Such is the unspoken sentiment in &#8220;White Lines,&#8221; one of the first songs I ever wrote at the ripe age of twenty-six, during a time when I began experimenting with various substances &#8230; and while I&#8217;m not <s>explicitly</s> condoning the use of drugs for the general public because the pharmaceutical industry does a fine job all by itself, I do advocate for psychic, spiritual, and literal adventures because <em>[see Andre Gide quote up above]</em></p><p>3</p><p>&#8220;White Lines&#8221; is a <s>song </s>story about a person picking up speed on a highway with aspirations for a horizon they have yet to define. Slim and The Beast, with whom I <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bonne-fete-de-la-musique?utm_source=publication-search">recently started playing music again</a>,  got a taste of the rockstar lifestyle before our <s>March 2020 European Tour </s>&#8220;career&#8221; was rudely interrupted by a global pandemic (as I often tell my <a href="https://www.samuellopezbarrantes.com/pariswalks">walking tour clients</a>, we reached the proverbial zenith at Paris&#8217; Zenith Arena, playing to a room of 5,000 people <em>the day before France shut down </em>and the world changed irrevocably):</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!xaPD!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F33bec07e-ac8b-4dfa-bf97-59840fc0df1c_1600x900.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source 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stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">our moment of glory on the professional musician highway. Zenith Arena, Paris, March 2020</figcaption></figure></div><p>With a decade of life and love and sex-drugs-and-rock-and-roll in the rearview mirror, Sally&#8217;s story reminded me of &#8220;White Lines&#8221; and my continued belief that when life gets hairy and when the road splits in two, </p><h4>there&#8217;s <s>reckless</s> wisdom in staying the course, <s>even</s> especially when traveling towards an unknown destination.</h4><p>TLDR: DON&#8217;T trip and drive but DO seek out new adventures.</p><p>Happy New Years and to the journey in its myriad forms,</p><p>Samu&#233;l</p><div><hr></div><h4><strong>&#8220;White Lines&#8221; (2015) by Slim and The Beast </strong></h4><p>Leave home in the mirror, landscape fading fast<br>Keep your eyes on that white line, somebody said, don&#8217;t look back<br>Picking up speed now, I&#8217;m finding my way<br>Won&#8217;t stop till I&#8217;m empty, I&#8217;ll carry that weight<br>No sign of trouble, no change of plans<br>And if I don&#8217;t make it, they&#8217;ll understand</p><h4><strong>&#8216;Cause I knew where I was going when I left town<br>and I&#8217;ve come too far to turn this whole thing around</strong></h4><p>Pull off the road now, the sharp edge of town<br>Looking for signposts, and that&#8217;s where I find<br>A warm kind of feeling that flows through my hands<br>Get down on my knees with a fistful of sand<br>Off in the distance a shadow appears<br>A face that I dreamt of, a face that I feared<br>Rise from the wasteland, I look in his eyes<br>Some kind of shelter, I finally realize that</p><p><strong>I knew where I was going when I left town,<br>and I&#8217;ve come too far to turn this whole thing around</strong></p><p><em>Stick to the white lines, nothing but white lines, stick to the white lines<br>I tipped my hat, can you help me sir, I&#8217;m trying to find my way<br>The clouds turned dark and the lightning struck, he said son don&#8217;t dig your grave<br>I&#8217;ve seen that devil in the passenger&#8217;s side of so many men like you<br>Drive too fast, it&#8217;ll turn you blind, do you know where you&#8217;re going?<br>Do you know where you&#8217;re going? Do you know where you&#8217;re going to?</em></p><div id="youtube2-Zvx3yjmVPFc" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;Zvx3yjmVPFc&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/Zvx3yjmVPFc?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-1" href="#footnote-anchor-1" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">1</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>The same is true for writing a book: the more you talk about writing it, the less potential it has to exist.</p></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[community over celebrity, people over profit]]></title><description><![CDATA[Staying True to the Spirit of Our Local [online] Dive]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/community-over-celebrity-people-over</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/community-over-celebrity-people-over</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 18 Dec 2024 11:08:20 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/153304051/9e158bcf0a38b35806acded66bbfef16.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There&#8217;s been a lot of grumblings these past weeks about how noisy Substack is becoming, or rather, about what happens when previously niche spaces&#8212;like a good dive bar, for example&#8212;become crowded with folks who aren&#8217;t always showing up for the right reasons. </p><h4>But the thing is, we have a choice whether or not to <s>listen</s> participate in the noise, </h4><p>and if there&#8217;s one thing I know about the spirit of a good dive, it&#8217;s that when things start to get <s>popular</s> noisy, and when <s>influencers</s> posers show up, it&#8217;s that much more important to spot up at our favorite stool at the end of the worn wooden bar and keep having conversations with the stalwarts.</p><p>Like every good bar owner knows, the only way to maintain the sanctity of a space is to actively cultivate <em>community over celebrity</em> and <em>people over profit</em>.</p><h4>Up above are three original songs</h4><p>from a set I performed last weekend in the cellar<em> </em>of my favorite dive bar in Paris, Au Chat Noir (shout out to <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Ryan Egan&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:1115439,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F92446e96-e3fb-4211-884b-7ef05ccb1ed5_826x826.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;cea5bda2-1772-48d0-ba64-ea0ed6dd2561&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> for sharing the stage; we met at yet another local Paris dive in Belleville). Substack is the only place in the world where you can currently hear my solo music, which is why most of the <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/s/music">other original music on this space is paywalled</a> (I believe independent art remains valuable in a consumerist society that defines value monetarily, which means <em>occasionally </em> paying artists for their work might just be revolutionary).</p><h4><strong>Down below are links to two Substack conversations</strong></h4><p>I recently had about the proverbial corners of the Substack Dive with two artists whose wisdom, <s>ambition </s>motivation, and generosity continue remind me of the true value of this space.</p><p>Happy Holidays and a Merry Festivus for the Rest Of Us,</p><p>Samu&#233;l</p><div><hr></div><h4><strong>8 Questions with </strong><span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Eleanor Anstruther&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:92328611,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F836bd956-33d5-43e7-8dad-584cd749f4f0_1760x2200.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;a610cd27-6b15-4abf-99be-7c7ada2ff91d&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> </h4><p>As Substack continues to grow, I&#8217;m reminded to focus on the community I want to exist in. I met Eleanor thanks to <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Feasts and Fables&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:8706210,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9f6c1946-53a7-4ca1-a085-54018987306f_399x399.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;ae15355d-3c50-44ba-88ce-4156e07b0375&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>, who were some of the first people to champion my work on this space<em>. </em>It&#8217;s only thanks to readers and writers like them and many others, including (but not limited to) <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Matthew Long&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:176792319,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4dec7563-e726-4abc-a422-732024510437_287x359.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;d77844cf-6fa1-4a28-ac85-ecd35f100366&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>, <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Bitch Sensei&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:75332329,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/1a4eb279-9f9f-4aba-a13c-4f182ecb75f2_586x584.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;84b695c0-03d1-4060-9919-1e1c2515942e&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>, <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Janet Hulstrand&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:55057424,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/3b943232-b67a-4dd8-b82b-551b2d11f527_1229x1229.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;61759f10-af19-46ae-944d-cce7bb6f0bfc&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>, <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Pres Maxson&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:83082003,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/a71de7ba-f759-4066-9e28-767de10f3de9_1262x1260.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;5d1760ff-b028-490b-9aa7-ca699cddc843&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>,  that I continue to be able to share so much work on this space.</p><p><strong>Q: In it for the long haul?</strong></p><p><strong>A: </strong>I&#8217;m in it for the long haul as a novelist. 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The accompanying piano pice, however, only recently revealed itself, thus bookending &#8220;At the Theater&#8221; after twelve years in the making (NB: those who&#8217;ve read <a href="https://www.samuellopezbarrantes.com/the-requisitions-30">The Requisitions</a><a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a></em> <em>may recognize the origins of the novel&#8217;s most important scene in this text).</em></p><div><hr></div><h3>At the Theater</h3><p>The day started with, continued to, and ended with rain. A single grey cloud covered the Parisian expanse. Still you walked the streets, wandered the cobblestones, scoured the neighborhoods&#8212;there was something there, under the surface, invisible to tourists, a mysterious beach &#8230; three years of life in the city of lights, but it wasn&#8217;t until you went to the theater much later in the evening after a long day of work and metro turnstiles and paper cup espressos and cheap whiskey, only there, in a dark theater, did you find Paris illuminated, the Paris you&#8217;d been looking for, the one you&#8217;d heard of in song.</p><p>It was a one-act in the Latin Quarter, which one you can&#8217;t remember and why you went you don&#8217;t recall. But when you entered that theater, surrounded by the melancholic echo of the actor&#8217;s voice in emptied space, by the suppressed sniffles, the coughs, the nose wipes, the throat clearances, the heavy wooden footsteps pressing into old wooden floorboards, creaking and groaning like an old man entering his bath, his sigh not one of decrepitude but of the exhausting beauty of life<em>,</em> a beauty borne from the wish to create a <em>moment </em>in this expanse and the infinite solitude which we often call time, there, at the theater, where ovations will fall and plays will be forgotten and evanescent reviews will be tacked upon others on the wall, where but for an instant among the sighs and the creaks and tuning of instruments, within the monologues and the scene changes, far beyond the words and the music and even the actors themselves, to reach further still until we reach that state of grace, of oneness with it all because it&#8217;s nothing more than all of <em>this</em>: sitting comfortably in our seats, losing ourselves in creation, not in cities filled with props but in a space pregnant with the in-between; not in treatments or in screenplays but in a space dirigible by life, this galaxy&#8217;s creators perhaps watching stoically amongst us&#8212;<em>not</em> taking notes, <em>not </em>making improvements, <em>not </em>trying to name to this state of bliss, only taking heed of the faces and the smiles and the joyful tears in this audience&#8212;all of this eternal proof that if only for a moment yes, we exist, and if only for a moment, yes, we are watching.</p><div><hr></div><h4><em>Paris Friends: This Friday Night / December 13 circa 9 PM </em></h4><p><em>I&#8217;ll be playing <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-e37">another piano/vocals set</a> at <strong>Au Chat Noir</strong> <strong> </strong>(76 Rue Jean-Pierre Timbaud). This time, I&#8217;ll be sharing the stage with my good friend </em><span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Ryan Egan&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:1115439,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F92446e96-e3fb-4211-884b-7ef05ccb1ed5_826x826.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;d97b5088-6fa2-4d18-9991-6bf8cee307b0&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>, <em>one of the most talented singer/songwriters I know, in at least one way, he helped inspire the song up above. Show up before 9pm if you want to have a seat, as the cellar theater is, indeed, quite small.</em></p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/at-the-theater/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/at-the-theater/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-1" href="#footnote-anchor-1" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">1</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>&#8220;History, memory, and love intertwine in this historical metafiction set in Nazi-occupied Poland. A present-day narrator trying to make sense of the past recounts the story of Viktor, a disillusioned academic forced into the &#321;&#243;d&#378; Ghetto, Elsa, a captive Gestapo secretary, and her estranged fianc&#233;, Carl, a troubled policeman whose fixation with the past is pushing him towards unspeakable cruelty.&#8221; Shout out to <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Matthew Long&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:176792319,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4dec7563-e726-4abc-a422-732024510437_287x359.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;913bb7ce-ffed-4f44-b282-bd10aa42b5ee&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> for choosing <em>The Requisitions </em>as <a href="https://matthewmlong.substack.com/p/someday-you-might-want-to-remember">his book of the year</a></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://ifnotparis.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">A Festivus for the Rest of Us: until December 31st, new paying subscribers will receive a copy of <em>The Requisitions </em>in their proverbial stocking</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p></p></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sundays are for Piano]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Solo Show from a Parisian Cellar]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-e37</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-e37</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 17 Nov 2024 11:38:28 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/151771613/a27f890d0b069f81c675b0f118b4a4bb.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KRnz!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcb7d517d-cba1-4f82-bcb8-3f89f5213d48_1409x1639.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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It was a welcome and necessary reminder of the difference between <em>performing</em> <em>songs</em> <em>as an entertainer</em> and <em>playing and singing as a solo artist. </em></p><p>After many years of playing to crowds of <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1KUTArQXhIs&amp;ab_channel=Slim%26TheBeast">singing and dancing and chatting people</a>, it was an honor to play in a room fit for a pin-drop, the cellar of my favorite bar in Paris, Au Chat Noir, a community space that hosts live music, comedy nights, and spoken word poetry (Au Chat Noir was the first place I ever read fiction out loud in public; it&#8217;s also, lo and behold, <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/how-to-fall-in-love-during-a-global?utm_source=publication-search">where I met my wife</a>).</p><p>Thanks to all who showed up for such a human, intimate soir&#233;e, and thanks to my paying subscribers for pushing me to keep creating. </p><p>Below, <em>if not, Paris </em>patrons will find the show&#8217;s program, complete with lyrics if you&#8217;d like to read along to the 20-minute recording (note: the recording includes 5 of the seven tunes on the program because<s> technical difficulties</s> there&#8217;s virtue in leaving the audience wanting more).</p><h4>Au Chat Noir Recital, November 15, 2024</h4><ol><li><p><s>Les Roches Noirs</s></p></li><li><p><s>Slowly</s></p></li><li><p>Monika </p></li><li><p>Time</p></li><li><p>Waltz in Ab</p></li><li><p>Annabelle</p></li><li><p>You </p></li></ol>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Without One, there isn't The Other]]></title><description><![CDATA[In conversation w/ one of the wisest humans I know]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/without-one-there-isnt-the-other</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/without-one-there-isnt-the-other</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 31 Oct 2024 21:06:38 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/151001628/d5b8a3250fc4539ea0a728a781e20d47.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!adgO!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F357b1e93-aeb8-4c1d-bd12-1e7e14406454_1500x2100.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!adgO!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F357b1e93-aeb8-4c1d-bd12-1e7e14406454_1500x2100.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!adgO!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F357b1e93-aeb8-4c1d-bd12-1e7e14406454_1500x2100.jpeg 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!adgO!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F357b1e93-aeb8-4c1d-bd12-1e7e14406454_1500x2100.jpeg 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!adgO!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F357b1e93-aeb8-4c1d-bd12-1e7e14406454_1500x2100.jpeg 1456w" 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class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p><em>Note: Augusta&#8217;s introduction to this recording doesn&#8217;t benefit from as clear audio as the rest of the conversation because I can only afford two lapel microphones &#8230; for now</em></p><div><hr></div><p>My wife <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Augusta Sagnelli&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:35201298,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4caa7c03-f9e8-48bb-9a28-ac16ff736845_4500x3003.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;991b9c99-df51-4e01-95ab-7b33b38c8931&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> introduced me to Micah in New Orleans a few years ago. They&#8217;ve known each other for a decade and Micah has long been a champion of both Augusta&#8217;s and my work. He is a talented barber, a staple in the New Orleans community, and also happens to be one of the kindest, wisest, and most <em>in touch</em> humans I&#8217;ve ever met.</p><p>Without going into the specific  details of Micah&#8217;s personal life, suffice to say he&#8217;s been through multiple life experiences that few of us can fathom surviving, let alone handling with such wisdom, grace, and humanity. </p><p>The first time I met Micah, I felt like I was meeting a sage, a wise person, a deeply empathetic and spiritual individual who hasn&#8217;t just lived more lives than most, but is&#8212;importantly&#8212;able to look back at those lives from the next pleateau. </p><p>Last night, Micah and I sat down for a conversation in central New Orleans to talk about <em><a href="https://www.samuellopezbarrantes.com/the-requisitions-30">The Requisitions</a></em> in a photography studio with high ceilings, white walls, and Robert Johnson crooning in the background. Before our guests arrived (big shout out to all who came and especially thanks to those <a href="https://books2read.com/u/3Ll2l1">who bought the book</a>), we discussed this idea of reaching various &#8220;higher planes,&#8221; and how there&#8217;s an inevitable estrangement from certain unexamined routines, friendships, and patterns in our lives after surviving a serious sickness, injury, substance abuse &#8230; or simply when we <em>actually listen </em>to Robert Johnson for the first time, or read Viktor Frankl&#8217;s <em>Man&#8217;s Search for Meaning</em> or Jill Bolte-Taylor&#8217;s <em>My Stroke of Insight.</em></p><p>I like the idea that our lives, just like novels, are divided into different chapters and plateaux. Once we&#8217;ve read chapter twenty or hiked to the next peak, we can&#8217;t very well go back to the mindset we had at the beginning of the adventure. </p><p>Evolution is real, and the way Micah speaks, using such measured, contemplative language, reminds me of this truth&#8212;of understanding where we come from but, perhaps more importantly, of understanding when remaining in certain planes of existence no longer serves our spirit.</p><p>It reminds me of a quote by the 19th century English philosopher John Stuart Mill:</p><div class="pullquote"><p>&#8220;&#8230; a highly endowed being will always feel that any happiness which he can look for, as the world is constituted, is imperfect. But he can learn to bear its imperfections, if they are at all bearable; and they will not make him envy the being who is indeed unconscious of the imperfections, but only because he feels not at all the good which those imperfections qualify.&#8221;</p></div><p>As Augusta mentions at the very beginning of our discussion, Micah &#8220;is not your average consumer of media. He&#8217;s careful with what he consumes and is very thoughtful with how he processes it after, so I thought he&#8217;d be the absolute perfect person to facilitate this conversation.&#8221;</p><p>It was an honor to be in conversation with Micah and to meet old and new faces alike. Big thanks to all who came out, especially <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Augusta Sagnelli&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:35201298,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4caa7c03-f9e8-48bb-9a28-ac16ff736845_4500x3003.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;ec1ae0cc-b98b-476e-b52a-5e939dd032a9&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>, the coolest wife I know and a primary reason <em>The Requisitions </em>is what it is; the <a href="https://www.marytscinto.com/">badass painter Mary Scinto</a>, who asked a great question at MINUTE 36:00<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a>, and the author <a href="https://www.chinsunlee.com/">Chin-Sun Lee</a>, who I had the pleasure of meeting last night.<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-2" href="#footnote-2" target="_self">2</a></p><p>Happy Halloween folks. I&#8217;m going to an epic New Orleans party where the theme is revenge. For my costume, I&#8217;ve chosen to embody Rufio, the Leader of the Lost Boys in <em>Hook. </em></p><p>Samu&#233;l</p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/without-one-there-isnt-the-other/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/without-one-there-isnt-the-other/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-1" href="#footnote-anchor-1" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">1</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>Mary&#8217;s question may sound garbled or quiet in the recording. She asks, &#8220;How did you get into the headspaces of some of the characters? Because some parts are aggressive and tragic, and I was curious about your process in terms of writing a book, where you got this insight to be writing from a place that feels so authentic it can be jarring? There were some moments in the book where I felt, &#8220;this is a lot right now.&#8221; </p></div></div><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-2" href="#footnote-anchor-2" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">2</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>At MINUTE 43:07, Chin-Sun asks a question that might sound quiet in the recording. After I admitted that the original draft of <em>The Requisitions </em>was 140,000 words (the final draft was just over 58,000), Chin-Sun asks, &#8220;Over eight years, how many years did you spend drafting versus pairing it down?&#8221;</p></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sundays are For Piano]]></title><description><![CDATA["You" (original piano & vocals)]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-4e2</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-4e2</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 06 Oct 2024 15:25:41 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/149877390/2db8e90b074f434aafa78c0f7f2f61e6.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m not ashamed to admit it&#8217;s taken me multiple years to be able to sing this tune without getting choked up. </p><p>This song is an ode to the great loves in my life, and to the nature of being in love itself.</p><p>I first began writing &#8220;You&#8221; in March, 2020, a few weeks after I&#8217;d just met a talented and beautiful photographer who was visiting from New Orleans. We <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/how-to-fall-in-love-during-a-global">exchanged phone numbers at my local dive</a>, but she lived across the ocean and at that particular time, neither of us had any clue of where our lives were leading.</p><p>As antiquated words like &#8220;quarantine&#8221; and &#8220;pandemic&#8221; began to infect 21st century parlance, we holed up in our respective apartments and waited out the storm, <s>staying in touch </s>finding solace via late-night text messages and red wine dates on Facetime. </p><p>Slowly but surely, we began to fall in love, albeit digitally, and so we wondered if it was real or imagined, and what might happen if we didn&#8217;t like how the other one kissed?</p><p>There&#8217;s a book in there somewhere, obviously (those who&#8217;ve followed my Substack since the beginning know this pandemic love story is <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/s/how-to-fall-in-love-during-a-global?utm_source=substack&amp;utm_medium=menu">what inspired me to start writing </a>here in the first place), but I wouldn&#8217;t be a storyteller if I gave away everything willy nilly, which is why the complete recording of &#8220;You&#8221; is only for my paying subscribers&#8212;free subscribers can listen to the first chorus of &#8220;You,&#8221; which should scintillate you just enough to wonder how the song ends.</p><p>Thanks to each and every one of my paying subscribers for believing in my work and supporting me in a tangible way. If you&#8217;re paying monthly and would like a signed 1st edition of my debut novel, <em>Slim and The Beast</em>, just send me an email with your mailing address (slopezba@gmail.com), or better yet, say hello in the comments section. </p><p>Happy Sunday, </p><p>Samu&#233;l</p>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sundays are for Piano]]></title><description><![CDATA[Six Days in Brooklyn / "She's Leaving Home" (The Beatles)]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-92f</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-92f</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 22 Aug 2024 14:58:34 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XoWN!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9b9db50f-ed9a-4224-b072-d5e8d678a732_1178x970.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[bird on wire (poem/film/song)]]></title><description><![CDATA[on birds and humans and the sky and technology]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bird-on-wire-poemfilmsong</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bird-on-wire-poemfilmsong</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 25 Jul 2024 13:06:27 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/146813925/0ee5a46cf664aa72d28dcc6b7277a717.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!KWZd!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F2fcd08d1-13e8-48bc-9ea4-cbca7c853548_1668x2500.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div 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href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/of-feasts-and-fables">last week&#8217;s piece</a> about our countryside bliss, why not bear <a href="https://augustasagnelli.substack.com/p/bounty">witness to some of Augusta&#8217;s glorious (and dare I say sensual?) photography</a> (paid subscribers can see my favorite down below)</p><p>Happy Almost Olympics. We&#8217;ll be at the opening ceremonies tomorrow and I&#8217;ll surely be writing about all the antics.</p><p>a bient&#244;t, </p><p>Samu&#233;l</p><p>PS I highly recommend watching / listening to the above video with headphones or on a speaker. The birdsong is delicate and I recorded the piano on my Nord Electro-6D,  a keyboard that has impressive synth, reverb, &amp; echo effects that get lost on weak speakers.</p><p>enjoy</p><div><hr></div><h3>Bird on Wire</h3><p>Such a natural thing to perch</p><p>on electrified wire,</p><p>surveying the earth from on high,</p><p>the energy coursing through.</p><p></p><p>Unnatural machines speed</p><p>across the pristine landscape;</p><p>birds never linger</p><p>in one place for too long.</p><p></p><p>We anthropomorphize everything</p><p>however we see fit,</p><p>imbuing nature with lost virtues,</p><p>acts of kindness we used to do.</p><p></p><p>Being one with the </p><p>earth is hard</p><p>for creatures who move</p><p>inside machines;</p><p></p><p>such a human thing to linger</p><p>on electrified ground,</p><p>heads tilted skywards</p><p>the energy coursing through.</p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bird-on-wire-poemfilmsong/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bird-on-wire-poemfilmsong/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Bonne Fête de la Musique]]></title><description><![CDATA[Slim & The Beast cover Neil Young's "Harvest Moon"]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bonne-fete-de-la-musique</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bonne-fete-de-la-musique</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 23 Jun 2024 05:49:12 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/145909629/578e59fe8f660dcc1b3d3f4f348cc80e.mp3" length="0" type="audio/mpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Each year on the summer solstice, the entire country of France takes to the streets to celebrate the F&#233;te de la Musique, which originated in Paris in the early 1980s.</p><p>On June 21, 2024, my former band, <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=knw73KZMlqI&amp;ab_channel=SofarSounds">Slim &amp; The Beast</a>, reunited after two years of being apart to play an impromptu set. My twin brother, <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Aaron Lopez Barrantes&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:98942095,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/4aaedbe0-20a6-4bf5-a564-af559c7c036c_1712x2500.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;9b900d34-6821-48dd-ba5d-ccb6844d9124&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>, is the star of this song, a cover of Neil Young&#8217;s &#8220;Harvest Moon&#8221; (you&#8217;ll also find a professionally recorded + filmed version down below).</p><p>The vibe of F&#234;te de la Musique cannot possibly be captured on even the smartest of phones, but I wanted to share a few videos down below (one of people dancing in the street to <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZV7-ncR1XXE&amp;ab_channel=IndiETrap">our song &#8220;Billie&#8221; </a>+ docile debauchery) because I&#8217;m <em>finally </em>taking a few days off of a <a href="https://www.samuellopezbarrantes.com/pariswalks">busy walking tour season</a> to head to the C&#244;te d&#8217;Azur for the first time in my fifteen years in France (I wanted to find a beautiful seaside village for me and <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Augusta Sagnelli&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:35201298,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4caa7c03-f9e8-48bb-9a28-ac16ff736845_4500x3003.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;688e1519-870e-411a-a375-6ffd0e885fe4&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> ; it took all of five minutes to find a town called Beaulieu-sur-mer (beautiful place on the sea).</p><p>I love France. </p><p>There&#8217;s so much more to say about F&#234;te de la Musique, but I must now catch a train to Nice. Songs and dance will have to suffice.</p><div class="native-video-embed" data-component-name="VideoPlaceholder" data-attrs="{&quot;mediaUploadId&quot;:&quot;43725424-cec8-443b-aae8-5f50c338ba45&quot;,&quot;duration&quot;:null}"></div><div class="native-video-embed" data-component-name="VideoPlaceholder" data-attrs="{&quot;mediaUploadId&quot;:&quot;aafb7118-4943-4a89-8076-3e5d952accdf&quot;,&quot;duration&quot;:null}"></div><p>And finally, a professionally recorded video of &#8220;Harvest Moon&#8221; from four years ago, for all of the sticklers for audio and video quality amongst us. </p><div id="youtube2-knw73KZMlqI" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;knw73KZMlqI&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/knw73KZMlqI?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bonne-fete-de-la-musique/comments&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Leave a comment&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/bonne-fete-de-la-musique/comments"><span>Leave a comment</span></a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Instrumental Recording: "The Train"]]></title><description><![CDATA[piano + bandolin by Augusto Britto]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/instrumental-recording-the-train</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/instrumental-recording-the-train</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 11 Apr 2024 20:25:04 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!eNgh!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb428036d-7ae7-42df-9a63-b3a544133cb8_886x886.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<h4>The sun&#8217;s finally out in Paris, which means it&#8217;s time to share a melody.</h4><p>I&#8217;ve been writing this song &#8220;The Train&#8221; for about 10 months now&#8212;&#8220;writing&#8221; (the continuous present) because even if the lyrics and the vocal melody are <em>almost there</em>, each time I play this tune, a new aspect of the melody reveals itself to me, <em>especially </em>when I play it instrumentally.</p><h4>&#8230;</h4>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sundays are for Piano]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Land of &#201;ire]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-99c</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-99c</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 10 Mar 2024 10:42:53 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fd40c3d92-0a36-4704-b8f9-fc0a7dcaed21_4032x3024.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Z: &#8220;I&#8217;ve been lucky enough to have gone to many different places. But I&#8217;ll put this up against anything, easily. What else are you going to possibly want? Standing at one of the most beautiful places on earth.&#8221;</p><p>S: &#8220;That&#8217;s why travel&#8217;s&#8212;that&#8217;s what travel&#8217;s about. Reminding ourselves that we live on this beautiful, ridiculous planet.&#8221;</p><p>Z: &#8220;If you put this in a sci-fi movie on another planet&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>S: &#8220;It would look like paradise. 100%. That&#8217;s why I like doing videos. Doing long exposures. I just like, as a viewer, being forced to look at something longer. If you look at the speed and frame-rates of how commercials &#8230; our brains are sped-up.&#8221;</p><p>Z: &#8220;And you feel it.&#8221;</p><p>S: &#8220;You also you feel it in opposite, when you just, for a moment, look at it for a minute. When you look at one thing instead of a thousand.&#8221;</p><p>Z: &#8220;So do you speed up somewhat?&#8221;</p><p>S: &#8220;I either slow them down or I keep them exactly as they are. This one&#8217;s a longer one. I&#8217;ll mute this and then there will be piano over it. It might just be a song. That&#8217;s why I want to take a long one. So I can have&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>Z: &#8220;A blank canvas.&#8221;</p><p>S: &#8220;Yeah. You can slow it down to 75% and most people won&#8217;t notice, but I don&#8217;t like fucking with it. I want the actual footage.&#8221;</p><p>Z: &#8220;Because on some subconscious level, you can tell.&#8221;</p><p>S: &#8220;Exactly. And I can tell. And if I can tell, then what&#8217;s the point?&#8221;</p>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Sundays are for Piano]]></title><description><![CDATA["Annabelle" (Take 2)]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-1b1</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/sundays-are-for-piano-1b1</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 04 Feb 2024 14:28:07 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!pTtD!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fdfef67d9-c1a4-4720-8a12-d3a71ea29334_4032x3024.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><h4>I&#8217;ve been listening to Tom Waits&#8217; <em><a href="https://open.spotify.com/album/5ejL5NoRtasMA1e3znuIlQ?si=ag8nlL0TQ5GHMQqv0T6QVg">Nighthawks at the Diner</a> </em>(1975)<em> </em>as of late. </h4><p>I admire the days of live-album recordings, of artists figuring out <em>exactly how to play the song </em>from start to finish, going through the motions over and over again until they settle on something resembling <s>completion </s>peace.  </p><p>The Beatles were famous for recording scores of take&#8230;</p>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Home Recording #1]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Train (Take 1)]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/home-recording-1</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/home-recording-1</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 30 Jan 2024 09:26:48 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!nkQl!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa9e1cdf1-4e5b-4616-b526-f8aca4458239_3072x2048.jpeg" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<blockquote><p>&#8220;Everything one does in life, even love, occurs in an express train racing toward death. To smoke opium is to get out of the train while it is still moving. 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y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a><figcaption class="image-caption">last year at Madame Simone, photo by <a href="https://augustasagnelli.substack.com/">Augusta Sagnelli</a></figcaption></figure></div><p><strong>The above quote inspired me to write a song. </strong>Here are the lyrics: </p><blockquote><p>Time is a train unto its own, forever keeping pace</p><p>As the world speeds by my window, I search for an escape</p><p><strong>&#8216;Cause I want to get off, take a look around</strong></p><p><strong>Out there, alone in my thoughts, in the fertile space</strong></p><p>I see things I&#8217;ve never seen before my eyes, angels surround me they are light</p><p>The pendulum swings to the other side, a circle traced (dappled light)</p><p>Sunshine surrounds you in the shade</p><p>Most of what we see in life is from this train (step outside)</p><p>Exhale&#8212;mind the gap when you awake</p><p><strong>And when, when you get off, take a look around</strong></p><p><strong>Outside, alone in your thoughts, in the fertile space</strong></p><p>You&#8217;ll see things you used to see just as a child</p><p>Angels surround you they are light</p></blockquote><div><hr></div><h4>With my novelistic mind finally open to new ideas, </h4><p>I&#8217;m returning to piano and voice whilst I sow the literary fields<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a> for whatever story appears next. It took me a decade to finish and publish<em> </em>my latest novel, <em>The Requisitions</em>. With my literary energies now resting, I&#8217;m turning to music for inspiration. </p><h4>The recording below is for my paying subscribers,</h4><p>the first of a series of homemade recordings I&#8217;ll be sharing for those who&#8217;ve been supporting me over the past two years.</p><h4>Why is music paywalled? </h4><p>First, to honor those who&#8217;ve been supporting me since the beginning. It&#8217;s thanks to my paying subscribers that I was able to save enough money to pay an illustrator, editor, designer, and printer to independently publish <em><a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/a-boy-at-a-bookshelf">The Requisitions</a></em><a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/a-boy-at-a-bookshelf">.</a> That being said, if you can&#8217;t afford an annual subscription, send me an email and I&#8217;m happy to provide you with a comp. </p><p>Second, <a href="https://open.spotify.com/artist/6l9qERC6dfJQkEz5oaWe19?si=fy5FW0JTR0-Qj-R7rZWQlg">I was in a band for seven years</a> (I was the lead singer alongside my twin brother <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Aaron Lopez Barrantes&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:98942095,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff27538fe-7f9a-46b4-8df3-bb3f19d544fb_1668x2500.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;0746ea18-c6a2-4a67-9a84-ae86161682e6&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>) and did the music label thing, which means I know the costs involved in trying to make money with music (see: near impossible). </p><p><em>Voila.</em> Thanks to all of you&#8212;paying and free subscribers alike&#8212;for taking a chance on this space. As you can see below, it&#8217;s been a slow and steady process since I started <em>if not, Paris</em> two years ago:</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png" width="1456" height="1128" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/cddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1128,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:149970,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0YK_!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcddd4725-6c1c-450f-9ad5-0a18bc385eba_1564x1212.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>Here&#8217;s to pursuing our own narratives in all of their many forms. For my free subscribers interested in what my music is all about, you can <a href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/life-lately">watch this video, which includes an early instrumental piano recording of &#8220;The Train&#8221;</a>.</p><p>For my paying subscribers: sit back, throw on a pair of headphones / a decent speaker, and have a listen:</p>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[(don't) stop this train]]></title><description><![CDATA[film of recent travels + piano improvisation]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/dont-stop-this-train-e97</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/dont-stop-this-train-e97</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 19 Aug 2023 10:15:21 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-video.s3.amazonaws.com/video_upload/post/136216276/b9e0b808-3895-47f8-9b80-5ce9eecc93ff/transcoded-00011.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The rest of the film features brief scenes of an old couple swimming in Paris&#8217; Canal Saint Martin (if you look close, one of them waves at me), an absolutely stunning vista from Bere Island in County Cork, Ireland, a brief shot of my brother and my father along the coast of Normandy, and a long-shot of a train ride down the coast from Dublin to County W&#8230;</p>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[life, lately]]></title><description><![CDATA[original film & song, "the train," take 1]]></description><link>https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/life-lately</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://ifnotparis.substack.com/p/life-lately</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Samuél Lopez-Barrantes]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 30 Jul 2023 16:14:08 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-video.s3.amazonaws.com/video_upload/post/135541289/5820973a-6104-4e0a-830b-5bb6ba370e12/transcoded-00048.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<h3>This video is a gift to my free subscribers and a thank you to the artists who inspire me to keep making art. </h3><p>I came across a Jean Cocteau quote a few months ago that&#8217;s been flirting with me ever since: </p><div class="pullquote"><p>&#8220;Everything one does in life, even love, occurs in an express train racing toward death. To smoke opium is to get out of the train while it is still moving. It is to concern oneself with something other than life or death.&#8221; </p><p>Jean Cocteau</p></div><p>This video is an ode to Cocteau and to the many artists who&#8217;ve given me the opportunity over the last few months to concern myself with what Cocteau is talking about, with something other than life or death. </p><p>Dance, music, <s>drugs </s>conscious-altering substances, friends, sex, fellow artists<a class="footnote-anchor" data-component-name="FootnoteAnchorToDOM" id="footnote-anchor-1" href="#footnote-1" target="_self">1</a>&#8212;without these things in my life, I wouldn&#8217;t make any art at all because I&#8217;d be too apathetic. </p><h4>So thank you to the artists of the world for making me feel alive</h4><p>and for reminding me that&#8217;s there&#8217;s so much more to existence than being worried about the fact that <em>yes, in fact, we are all going to die</em>. (Isn&#8217;t it amazing how even <em>reading </em>those words does something to our stomachs? The most obvious truth of existence and I hesitate to even <em>write </em>the phrase).</p><h4>The song is called &#8220;The Train&#8221; (recorded in Bb major) </h4><p>and the video combines scenes of night-life in Paris, and tranquillity in the Italian countryside, because these were recents moments when I felt, to Cocteau&#8217;s point, that I was able to &#8220;get off the train while it&#8217;s moving.&#8221; </p><p>I have written lyrics for this song as well, but I&#8217;m still tinkering with them, and only paying subscribers will be able to hear me sing them.</p><p>As the above video suggests, it&#8217;s essential to support <em>living </em>artists if we want them to keep making the art that makes us tick; and while it remains extremely uncomfortable for me to suggest that my work might be valuable enough for <em>a few people </em>to pay for it, such is the nature of being an artist in the 21st century. If I could make art for free for a living, I would, but alas, I have multiple jobs, and it&#8217;s only thanks to the 60+ paying subscribers on this space that I&#8217;m able to devote extra time to videos like this.</p><p>But Sundays are for piano. </p><p>Enjoy,</p><p>Samu&#233;l</p><p class="button-wrapper" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://ifnotparis.substack.com/subscribe?utm_source=menu&amp;simple=true&amp;next=https%3A%2F%2Fifnotparis.substack.com%2F&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;support the arts&quot;,&quot;action&quot;:null,&quot;class&quot;:null}" data-component-name="ButtonCreateButton"><a class="button primary" href="https://ifnotparis.substack.com/subscribe?utm_source=menu&amp;simple=true&amp;next=https%3A%2F%2Fifnotparis.substack.com%2F"><span>support the arts</span></a></p><p><em>PS</em></p><p><em>The best way to experience this 5-minute video is on a computer screen with a decent speaker&#8212;or better yet, with a pair of headphones. I didn&#8217;t make this video to be watched or listened to via cell phone, even if I did film everything via my phone (I think that&#8217;s called a paradox). But please, please allow yourself the 5 minutes to listen and watch to &#8220;Life, Lately (Take 1),&#8221; and maybe, just maybe, step off the train for a few seconds.</em></p><div class="footnote" data-component-name="FootnoteToDOM"><a id="footnote-1" href="#footnote-anchor-1" class="footnote-number" contenteditable="false" target="_self">1</a><div class="footnote-content"><p>My good friend, the talented singer-songwriter <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Ryan Egan&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:1115439,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F92446e96-e3fb-4211-884b-7ef05ccb1ed5_826x826.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;88754c69-ef66-4fc7-8bda-6950042d8958&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span>, features in this video. His most recent album &#8220;Soft Power&#8221; is a melodic meditation, and his Substack is a treasure-trove of his songwriting process: </p><div class="embedded-publication-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;id&quot;:1535399,&quot;name&quot;:&quot;organizing an accident&quot;,&quot;logo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa0061d0b-644f-48da-b06a-e286ec80fcd2_1280x1280.png&quot;,&quot;base_url&quot;:&quot;https://thisryanegan.substack.com&quot;,&quot;hero_text&quot;:&quot;Sharing a new song every Wednesday + dispatches on music life in Paris&quot;,&quot;author_name&quot;:&quot;Ryan Egan&quot;,&quot;show_subscribe&quot;:true,&quot;logo_bg_color&quot;:&quot;#f5fcff&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="EmbeddedPublicationToDOMWithSubscribe"><div class="embedded-publication show-subscribe"><a class="embedded-publication-link-part" native="true" 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Egan&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:1115439,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F92446e96-e3fb-4211-884b-7ef05ccb1ed5_826x826.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;d1401dd0-e9fe-4c07-ab48-da526110d669&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> for sound editing &amp; the lovely <span class="mention-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;Augusta Sagnelli&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:35201298,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;user&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:null,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F4caa7c03-f9e8-48bb-9a28-ac16ff736845_4500x3003.jpeg&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;849637fd-dea5-4062-9a22-321ad635bb36&quot;}" data-component-name="MentionToDOM"></span> for the images.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hs-w!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5ffb04fa-3877-41c5-9f23-f4016d1a3577_3072x2048.jpeg" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hs-w!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5ffb04fa-3877-41c5-9f23-f4016d1a3577_3072x2048.jpeg 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hs-w!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5ffb04fa-3877-41c5-9f23-f4016d1a3577_3072x2048.jpeg 848w, 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data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/5ffb04fa-3877-41c5-9f23-f4016d1a3577_3072x2048.jpeg&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:971,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:4985887,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/jpeg&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:null,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hs-w!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5ffb04fa-3877-41c5-9f23-f4016d1a3577_3072x2048.jpeg 424w, 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